Victim and scapegoat Yea, that’s me I belittle serenity I’m unworthy of intimacy Inner Critic Pumps iron Reflection to the door Smiles with a fire kiss Play’s games Manipulates core beliefs Good days are for the weak. Honestly, should I be Humble or Entitled?

While I’m sharing, if you feel what I’m going through If you can feel the feelings of the experiences I’m going to share with you If my spirit touches your spirit Please, take that opportunity to thank the God of your understanding. I believe it takes an act of God…

There are no heroes in this story Capes and captains are for the optimists I’m acutely baffled with serenity You’re forbidden to understand this nightmare You are a gift from god Your halo blazes my eyes The reflection is rainbows and butterflies The butterflies soar above my shadows I don’t…

Inner Critic’s immunity enhances My degressive thoughts I strive to surpass Inner Critic Is that a self-centered want? I enjoy Inner Critic’s company We shield my fear of people I abandon myself in the process True Self is overthrown by ataxia Inner Critic is intriguing Reassures my stability Ensures I’m terrified of…

My light skinned tattoos drown in high waisted shorts I’m fearless, ready to take over the world I believe in my vision Success Integrity I feel Blue trees Red oceans Purple soil Forest green sun Pale hummingbirds Jack-O-Lanterns in July Secret Santa in March My truth is my power. I will Disco on the moon with no suit Eat salted algae from the plastic oceans Catch a firefly with no lantern I’m defeated, but not in disbelief I’m sure you’ve heard the rumors; Inner Critic will join me.

May the odds be forever in your corner. Check it out- I’m a regular at Starbucks, it’s a bit unmanageable. Typically, when I wait for my iced coffee, the baristas, cashiers, and myself dive deep into boyfriends, future goals, and weekend plans. The image above is a little love tap…

Your dead-end spirituality is without desire Allow my honor to corroborate this humble ego Confess your healing harmful sin I consent disclosure of my secret Thread my cardinals as your skin

You’re gunna be ok. Have you ever resourced to harm reduction? If you’re not familiar with harm reduction, it can mean many things. Personally, nicotine, cutting, and coffee are my go-to’s. I refuse to relapse on drugs, so I e-vape at times. I cut when I romanticize suicide and I…

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